And I promise to testify.

276th post

Argh the near overwhelming horrible dread is back again.
Always here whenever school is about to begin. [ Can't you just get lost?! Lol.. ]

Instead of saying I can't wait to graduate, I really don't see the point in continuing my studies.
Except to at least get a diploma so that I can seem 'more qualified' to be a full time tutor.

Honestly, if not for my parents, I'd have just given up on this and start working.

And now I'm only halfway through..



The only comforting thought now is that God is in control of my destiny.
Glad to be a creation of a Creator who not just knows what's going on, but hopes for the best for that creation despite having many others who are way ahead.



Oh oh and God!
Since You can even fill decayed teeth with gold, would You please heal my fingers to perfectly normal and not itch anymore? &&& the bones and skin to be perfectly normal like how it used to be before I was 10!

Ah God, I really wanna go for missions. You know how much I felt after watching all that No Minwoo had done in Africa. Would You please, just heal me completely of this chronic dermatitis I'm down with since I'm born so that I can go? Though the docs say I can't be, I know that You can and I truly pray that You will too. Even if it's places way dirtier, I'm willing.